Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Back Story

sirus is my way of spelling Sirius which is The Star of Isis.

sirus is a person I talk to everyday online. I met him online as well. Your probably thinking that online romance is bull.. but its the same as a 19th century letter romance the only difference is that delevery is a little faster. We are in sync with each other and accept every inch of who we both are to the other person.

With a Start

I am Isis friend to slaves and sinners. I am also Goya light of my sirus.

Im not old nor am I an angst ridden 14 year old.


Today I talked to my Aunt and she told me that my cousin might have Luekemia a cancer which is commen in children. My cousin is a pain but we get a long for the most part. It his half sister that im worried about. A little six year old who has gotten sick about 10 or more times this year. Im not a doctor but I remember being six and no child gets that sick with out there being something horribly wrong. They've done blood tests and nothing seems to be out of place. I fear for her little life.


My sirus also is in pain but the emotional kind. I cried for him today as well...